I can show you what it is, I can take you there.

I saw my first meteor last night, since my father died.  Pretty cool, how random ramblings can lead to life changing events. 

Hold your glass up, hold it in!

The shins pretty much bring out the best in me, much like the people who actually read this.  That's right, I'm talking directly in your general direction.  Have a good night, you deserve it!  Have another one on me...

The shins

I used to do this sort of stuff in high school.  Spill my thoughts onto the canvas of the internet, with all it's wonder.  The internet is the last frontier, right after my own mind.  I'm finding myself going back, to a simpler time, when all I needed was a shins cd, and a good idea.  I could run with life then, no consequences, no one to tell me no.  I don't miss those days, accountability has brought me into a new light.

This will get more interesting, if you are here for the beginning, I pray you make it too the end my friend.

Michigan evenings.

I'm sitting here writing this wondering what it's all about?  I have these conversations with people who matter in my eyes. Inside the world i live, you either talk about what you are going to do, or never talk about it and still don't do it.  I've been called a failure by some of the least successful people I've encountered, and I tend to agree.  I want a humble life, filled with laughter, hugs, good friends, and great evenings.  I think this might constitute as a great evening, not because I've done anything in particular just because.  Life doesn't always have to be about major victories or failures, sometimes it's the little things that matter.

caring is creepy.

The universe is a limitless timeless space, or anti-space depending on how you look at it.  I find myself totally lost, and yet completely confined in the world that I'm in.  I know at any point i can pull the proverbial trigger and drop it all and wander, which is what my spirit longs for.  The road, a place to call home that isn't a constant, but always there for me.  I'm never away from home, home is where I am.  I still can't believe I'm about to be twenty-one.  A number I never expected to see, my life up until this point has been filled with everything you are supposed to do at the big two-one.  I think I'm going to take it easy this year, relax, enjoy simple pleasures, and be a good person.  Who cares right?  It's just life, that's all we have so it's important one would infer.  I sit here throwing words out like a dump truck, in a sense venting my frustrations of the day, meditation if you will.  So what did i do today...  I listened to colleagues slam  one another to me.  I am the truck in which they dump at work.  Being the only man has some distinct advantages, but thus far they've proven themselves to be far and in-between.  This is all for now, Now i'm off to be a real boy!